Ministry

Soooooo... months into full time ministry I am convinced that this job is a bi-polar journey that is impossible to keep withint 40 hours and leave in the office... It requires ridiculous bursts or energy, love, organization and soul and then when you barely think you have any more you get a break... during that time you look back and think "I have the best job in the world."

And while I hold this truth in my heart... that I do indeed have the best job in the world...... man sometimes I don't think I can keep my head above water... keep from crying.... advocate any longer or ever find the heart to give in my own prayer time.

Tough weekend... but as always in life it could be worse... always could be worse... I should only thank God for my abundant blessings! For He is so good to me.

He carries my heart and heals it when wounded.

There is so much I need to learn... and I will NEVER EVER KNOW IT ALL... I will always fall short... Oh I pray that my intention is enough when my efforts fail.

Humbling.

Challenging.

Heart-wrenching.

Beautiful.

Up lifting.

Saving.

Ministry.